F4M]Baby, It's Cold Outside[friends to lovers][reunited]['tis the season][holiday love][vanilla] After a Christmas time get together, she finds herself alone with an old friend. It's probably time to go, but it always was so hard to say no to him. ------------------------------------------------------ Tonight was so much fun. It was really good to see everyone again. I mean, it has been a long time. Living in a different state tends to make it hard to visit as much as you want to. It feels good to be back though. Even for a little while. I know things have changed a bit, but it still always feels like only a moment has passed. Funny how it works like that. I miss being able to talk to you too. Well, yeah. I know I always could, but you know what I mean. It's different. Being in the same room. It feels...I don't know, nicer I guess. More familiar. I don't know what I'm saying. I'm going to blame it on your spiked hot cider. Thinking about it though, I almost... it's like I regret leaving things the way we did. I mean, we were so close. You know...before. We used to be such good friends, and then...I don't even remember if there was ever a real reason why we... You know, nevermind. Forget it. No, it's nothing. Well, it's just that...every time I think about it. It all seems so trivial now. It's like we just grew apart. And then...I don't know. No, I know when I moved it made things harder. But even before it was like... there was always something holding us back. Do you ever...Do you ever wish you could go back? You know, never mind. I'm just...I don't know. I think it might just be the season or something. Being back in town. Seeing old faces. And speaking of old faces, I should probably get going. My mom is probably waiting up. Starting to worry that I'm lost in the snow somewhere. I think she forgets that I lived here at one point. (Light hearted laugh) Five blocks isn't exactly an expedition. No, I'll be fine. Don't worry. It's not that cold. What? Stay here? No, no. I can't. My mom...you know how she is. I mean yes it would be easier. And I wouldn't have to deal with the snow. Up to my knees? I don't think it's that bad. No. I really can't stay. I mean, this evening has been...so very nice. And I really don't want it to end. Really. But...I shouldn't. Well, maybe just a half a drink more. The cider might warm me up some for the walk. Right? Hey, that's more then half a drink. Okay, fine. But if anybody asks, I'm gonna say I tried. No, it's fine if you sit here. I mean, it is your couch. You are acting a little weird, you know that? Mmmm...so nice and warm. Just like I remember it. Some things never change. (Sigh) What? What is it? You're staring. Like you want to say something. You used to give me that look alot. You know, before. I always wondered, but I never said anything. What is it? I can tell you are thinking something. The cold? What about it? I will not freeze. It's not that bad. If you're that worried, then lend me a coat. Pnuemonia? I think you're exaggerating a bit. You can't really think that. Why do you realy want me to stay? Be honest. I really wish I could stay too, but I've gotta get home. I know. It's just so nice and warm, sitting here next to you. I wish we could stay like this all night, but... What? What's that look? You know I can't. No, I'm not blushing. It's the cider. What's in this drink? (Giggle) Yeah? Well, then if I stay any longer I might end up... What? (Softly) I really should be... going... [Improv kiss] (Softly) Or maybe... just a litle bit more... [Improv passionate kissing] (Breathily) God, your lips are delicious. (Improv passionate kissing during dialog) I've wanted this for so long. I always, but... [Continued improv passionate kissing] (Improv passionate kissing during dialog) Mmmmm...this is so... amazing. But I...I really... (Improv sighs of pleasure during dialog) Oh, you know my neck is my weakness. How can you do this thing to me? (Groan) No, just keep doing that. Oh god. Oh, I've wanted you too. I've always wanted you. [Improv passionate kissing/moaning] (Improv passionate kissing/moaning during dialog) God, I love the way you're touching me. Mmmmmm...your lips. Keep going. Let me just... (groan) Your lips feel amazing on my chest. Mmmm...wait. (Breathily) I wanna feel you. Oh wow. Mmmmm... [Improv passionate kissing/moaning] I've waited so long. I need you. (Breathily) Yes. I want you. [Improv gasp into moan] [Improv moaning during dialog] Oh god, yes. Oh, how I've wanted this. God, you feel so good. This is... oh f...(cut off by passionate kiss) [Improv extended passionate kissing/moaning from sex] [Improv moaning during dialog] Yes. Just like that. Oh god, I'm already so close. Keep going. Oh, I'm gonna. I'm gonna. [Improv to intense orgasm feeling the release of years of tension coming down into pleasurable bliss] (Blissfully) I never thought, but I always hoped...(giggle) You know, there's bound to be talk tomorrow. If I stay that is. What do you think? [Improv sensual kissing] Alright, you talked me into it. (Giggle) [Improv kissing to fade out]